Big day- IUI

I did my tigger shot Saturday night and the IUI today, 36 hours later. It went fine, but who knows? It took dr a while to find my cervix and get the catheter in there, but he said that wasn't a sign of poor timing. I decided to lounge around today instead of rushing off to work. Maybe that helped? I snapped at my boss and hate work today- maybe it's the hormones? I'm feeling like I can't say here. I've been reading Anne Lamott's book"operating instructions" about the first year of her son's life and her being a single mom. It made me hopeful that male figures will come out of the woodwork and friends will come along and help me out. And I'm starting to think it will be very love filled.