Thursday, January 17, 2013

more hurdles, and another surgery

I remember the doctor who pulled the placenta out of me leaning over and saying "you're lucky."  Apparently because I didn't need surgery.  Well now I need surgery.  And I've lost two more months.  The dr will scrape the reamining baby bits out of my uterus.  Why don't they make sure it's all out of there when you are in the hospital?  Why did he wait so long to look?  Now he put me on birth control pills- and that sure feels like progress- and says we have to tend to this right away.  Then "right away" became in the next 3-4 weeks.  This whole thing sucks.

And I have my work review in an hour. If that goes badly, I might lose my crap.  This qhole year will have been a total waste.